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If parents ignore a child or respond in an extreme way to his needs, he will feel that it’s not important to keep living with rejection and without understanding.

For example, they often have episodes of intense anxiety and frustration that manifest in disrespectful behavior.

Calming down, after the intensity with which they experience emotions, is not easy.

It was not my first time feeling suicidal or even attempting it.

But it felt so unlike me, and that is exactly how I had felt for the last two years prior to that. One minute I was happy, and the next I wanted to fall asleep and never wake up. I waited patiently, staring at the ceiling, for my mother to arrive. I was guided to a different wing, minutes after finishing my breakfast, where I was met with two young students. They asked a slew of questions about what led me there and how I was feeling in the situation that led me here, so on and so forth, before they left me alone to consult with the psychiatrist on staff that day.

For example, if the child cries, instead of attending to them or trying to find out what is wrong, the parents tell him he’s a “crybaby”.

So he learns that it’s bad to show his emotions and that he will be reprimanded when he does.

My suicide attempt was me screaming for the help I wish I would have gotten.

I was afraid to even open up to group therapy or individual therapy, in fear of meeting someone like the psychiatrist who diagnosed me. I had been not given an ounce of support from medical professionals, and handling anyone this way can have grave consequences.

I could never tell what was bringing such intense feelings and at such polar opposites at times. I waited 10 minutes before the psychiatrist entered, followed by the students.

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